父母

曾几何时，我们已经长大成人了。已经，不需要父母一点点，一步步地指导我们了吗？

也已经慢慢地忘了小时候爸妈是怎么一步一步地教我们, 从零学起的。

例如说,
我是何时懂得如何学会骑2轮自行车的呢?

一开始只能骑着4轮自行车的我, 爸爸是怎么慢慢地,有耐心地教会我。

说真的, 我是真的很想要想起那段珍贵的回忆。

看这本来什么都不会, 一窍不通的儿女。。。到慢慢吸收着知识长大, 变成已经懂得怎么自己看着办的儿女。到底, 是怎么样的一种心情啊? 该要怎么去形容呢?

一方面当然, 应该会觉得欣慰吧。"啊, 他们可以自己照顾自己了啊。"

另方面却觉得, "唉, 看来他们是不需要我这个老人家了吧。已经不是那种遇到挫折就会躲进我怀里哭的小屁孩。"

其实, 我站在我爸妈的立场上想了想, 会有点想哭的感觉。总觉得,未来的我为人母了也会不会这么想呢?

就拿我爹地来当例子吧。他其实会有意无意地向我们提起说担心将来他老了, 我们会把他丢去老人院养老去。
我真的是觉得, 爹地你可以放100%的心。我一定不会这么做的。万事都要以"孝"为优先。虽然我老爸脾气有点坏,不服输。呵呵(我是有点遗传到啦~)

看着他的肩膀和背影~ 几时开始他已经不是那么地宽大了? 我记得我小时候很喜欢爬在他的肩膀,靠着他。
看着他半白的头发, 虽然会定时地染发。可是, 还是掩饰不了岁月的痕迹。

至于妈咪, 曾几何时已经开始叫我帮她每天搽药酒, 按摩她酸痛的腰以及肩膀。

我真的很不孝顺。到现在还没有办法让他们享福。同龄朋友几经开始赚钱养家了而我却还是吊二郎当似的过生活。到底要几时才能让他们享清福呢?

Memory.can never go back

This is my school Uniform When I was secondary school time... I really miss that moment... No need to worry for too much of things... No need to pay fee for resiting papers...

Miss those days... Those days that Will never go back... We need to grow up and move forward...

Exam during my month!

I Don't understand why. Why exam periods always arranged at my birthday month!?!?  I have No birthday celebration feeling every year. It's too stress and have No mood to bother all my friends.
The only thing that I feel very lucky is, the last paper drop at the day before my birthday this year.
Anyway, God bless me for the coming stressful exam!

Hazy whether

Thanks to a 'country' that said that this hazy whether is Just a natural conditions. Our country,Malaysia and also Singapore are facing the serious case now. Today is Monday, 24th June 2013 and the problem is getting worst! Hope that the country can take action!

Oh my. Feel that hardly breath Just because of that stupid haze. I cannot do anything. All I can do is wear mask and drink more water. For all my lovely families and friends, please do take  care of yourself and not getting yourself to sickness!

气血不足

噢… 说起这一件事，真的是折磨我。明明星期日晚上还好好的…还可以和老友鬼鬼逛夜市。怎么一到了半夜我的背部脊椎骨左边就痛到一直在睡睡醒醒的状态。真的是好无奈啊…

以为是运动过度肌肉酸痛… 不过想想也奇怪，我也没有运动得很激烈啊。所以第二天早上起来就立刻搽了药。可是半天了，还是没有好转。妈咪就觉得是我有风湿病== 她连忙就买了中药给我吃。还把我碎碎念了一番。结果星期一，没有上课。（其实心里还蛮开心的 :P)

到了第二天，好了一点不过还是很痛。睡觉的时候不能躺平，只能侧睡和趴睡。痛苦。动一下，就扯到筋。不能忍受了结果还是去看了中医。结论得到的是，我的气血不足。== 医生说我睡眠不足，因为常常熬夜。我还因此又被妈咪碎碎念了。（精神崩溃中） 后来拿了药就回家了。星期二，又旷课咯………

搞到那么多天，星期三终于舍得去上课了。一去到学院，同学们都很关心我的…我之前还是有大概和他们说我的状况。真的感谢他们热情的关心== 幸好，现在还很多了！多亏了那些药。不然我都不知道怎么上课了。下午还可以和同学们去吃好好吃的日本料理当午餐。有点贵==最近真的是缺钱。可是还是舍得花在吃的方面。好啦…我要oi oi睡觉了。晚安，亲爱的。

Malaysia boleh.

I'm not chinese
I'm not malay
I'm not indian

I'm a Malaysian!

I love Malaysia.

5 may 2013. Mood;excitee

5 may 2013, it may be nothing special for other countries' but for Malaysia. Today is the day to judge for our Malaysians future.

Today is our voting day. It's my first time to vote and I felt very excited and nervous. I have nothing to say here but all I can do is just wait for the results.

No matter how is the results, I'm still very proud to be One of a Malaysian. Malaysia boleh!

Let's pray.  hehe... 

Mamamiya!

Mamamiya, results are out and I already checked it. I planned not to check it until the new semester reopen at first one. I thought it was very Berry super duper terrible until I scared that I will get heart attack. But luckily, the results of mine considered okay although I'm not satisfied with it. I think I'm not suitable to work as an auditor in the future. Fate problem.. Lol! Auditing is driving Me crazy and I already realised it since I started my accountancy course.
Too bad!

Another thing... I saw your instagram accidentally. I don't mean to stalk you k? I mean I really accidentally saw you from my friend's post.

I saw you...  You're great. Why are you changing that great  that I think I will not ever want to erase you from my mind. You're having a wonderful life now with your career, your partner and so on. Sigh. I hope that you can have your awesome life as I know you sure will do so.. hehe... what a silly me right? I still cannot forget you. I thought I can stop thinking of you since We're not going to meet each other already after so many years. But, it's wrong when I saw your new updates. In fact, I still cannot erase you. You're my childhood memories, my first love although I'm just the single side and You're not responding to me. It's really hard for me to ignore you. I'm stubborn right? Hehe. Even me, myself also have no any idea why... 

Okay.  Just a bit emo here. I don't expect myself to be so emotional actually until I saw your updates. It's okay. It doesn't change anything because I'm a coward person. I'm not dare to express my real feeling to you that time. I don't have self confidence.

Anyway, just ignore my emotional part. Haha!

Sunday, I attended my cutie pie bestie, min's big day. Her convocation that she  graduated from Sheffield university and the ceremony hold at one world hotel. I'm so proud of her. Had lunch with her and another friends too as well. There was crowded by many people. I bought a doggy doll  and made a card for her as graduation present.. I was trying to give something other than just flowers. Nothing special but it filled with my heart. Haha! Hope she'll like it... lastly, congratulations to min and also loong and Ah boon who are graduated on that day too.. Lol!

Emotional night :')

Have fun during holidays.

I spent my Sunday night with my Malat Gang. We planned to have a walk at night market one but nearby that area have a political speech and it caused a lot of peoples and vehicles.  So we changed our plan to Publika.

We dressed up nicely and we headed there but we reached there almost at 11pm. Most of the cafes already closed. So we ended up with leaving there and we forced to change plan again.

We just sit inside the car and were like don't know where to go. Suddenly a plan came into my mind. GENTING HIGHLAND!

Where is Genting Highland? Google search please.   :P

Just kidding hehe. For those who not so clear about this place. Let me briefly explain. It located at Malaysia. XD It's high above. Haha!!! Nonsense around.

Something like that... Before we get up there, we ate prawn mee as supper. It's kind of enjoyable when the weather is cold and we enjoy our hot tea with hot soups.

Reached there around 1am and we started to find some cold stuffs to eat. Ice-cream!!!!!! 

Enjoy! Simply happiness.

But, my mummy was so worry about me and kept asking me to back home. As I'm a good daughter, we decided to go home earlier a biiiit by 2 something.   :P Reached home 3 something and quickly ran into my room to escape from mummy's nagging boom! Haha!!!

That's my day. Walked around at genting just to 'blow wind' and then back home. Bored? Haha!!

Blog style changed!

Care me please!

Oh God... I really need someone that are really care about me.
I need someone to love me.
I need someone to Hug me.
I need someone to protect me.
I need someone to appreciate me.

Why this person not appear in my life yet? I waited you for such a long time already. I need protection. I don't want and tired of being a  tough one!

Friends around me already found their protection but accept me. Am I not good enough?

Desperation.

忙里偷闲敷面膜。就算再忙，女人还是要保养一下的。免得没人要还要变成老姑婆。哈哈！！！
虽说内在很重要，外在也是要管管的。
我，每天都在烧油啊。忙到妈咪都不认得我了。 哈哈哈！什么是烧油？就是英文所谓的burn midnight oil啊。
Final就要到了。 这次真的是认真了。哈哈哈！晚安啊，现在应该是在睡觉的时间。
好了…我继续burn了。哈哈哈哈！

Hi. Lazy people is here :D

Looked like I update my post every month but not everyday or every week.

Recently really very super duper busy until don't really know who am I.

Assignments are hugging me heart recently and I need to make it settled as soon as possible because of the deadline of the 4 assignments are sticked together happily. Haha!

What happened to my past few days are....

5 October, My dear babe's ''still sweet'' 22nd birthday and we celebrated on her birthday eve. Hugged her much! <3 p="p">

Oh ya! and I finally bought my instax camera.. Did I mentioned it here before? LOL
Anyone can sponsor me some fujifilm? I will accept it without any hesitating. 

My dear husbands, SHINee is coming to Malaysia soon on 6 November 2012!!!

I wish that I could go and support them but too bad I have a replacement class that day from 12pm until 9pm. Oh Great!!!!!!!! T^T

Hope that day tutor suddenly have something to do >< 

My loves. 

Lastly, give you guys a gift from me. My loves.. Hehe :)

就这样，属于我的8月份过去了……

我很期待的8月份就这样地过去了……

时间真的是过得很快！我最爱的8月份也就是我的生日啦……

很早之前，我和我的姐妹们就已经计划好了要到马六甲庆生了。

很有缘份的我和Teng是同年同月同日生的哦~

妈咪牌的面线和红鸡蛋。我爱你妈咪！

晚上和家人一起庆祝我的农历生日……所以决定了要吃斋菜 :)

8月24日

和我的超级好姐妹一起商量庆生的计划。Winnie就买了蛋糕给我们哦~Winnie比较惨，要一次过出两人分的钱~哈哈！

8月25 & 8月26日

依照了计划去了马六甲咯~也是我的家乡哦~爱死那里了！还有谢谢Winnie的男人载上载下的。哈哈！很愉快的相处。吃了好吃的娘惹餐，Satay Celup，Nadeje Cake和鸡饭粒等等。

谢谢Winnie的礼物~虽然我自己选的拉~哈哈哈哈！

8月27日

生日当天！！！我的Ma Lat佬Gang带我去我庆生了~虽然只有2只佬和Dear，不过我已经很满足很幸福了~

 真的会很珍惜很珍惜这一切的！家人朋友永远都会在我身边。我很感恩了！

谢谢大家的sms，call和FB祝语。

 还有，我最爱的达令人在UK读书奋斗着所以无法和我庆祝了~可是，她说了有礼物会带回来给我哦~哈哈哈哈哈！好期待哦。由于她无法帮我庆祝，就觉得很抱歉而且还Edit了很多我们以前的照片送给我。我很感动了！谢谢亲爱的！

We know each other since we was 14years old. I love you, bestie Tan Chyi Min!

每次都食言的我偷偷的回来了

是啊~一定有很多人包括我的朋友，家人都觉得我是吧~

我常常都食言……不知道我所答应的事情能不能实行。

大概，这就是我吧。我很多缺点~这是我不能否定的事实。

所以我《尽量》的改过吧。

为什么我的开头题目会是以“食言”作开场白呢？

原因应该很简单~ 就是我每次更新我的部落格的时候都是隔了很长一段时间才更新。

然后，就会说：我答应你们，我一定会定期更新自己的。

最后还是没有这么做啊。哈哈哈~抱歉拉~不知道还有谁还是傻傻地阅读我的文章心情。

应该是不多吧~ 不过我还是会上来啦~只是不知道是何时而已。

我这个部落格呢……其实是给我拿来抒发，发泄我的心情而已……

就是这么的简单。我不会想到要把我的部落格弄得众所皆知，让每个人都知道我这号人物。

（PS：其实心里面有那么一点点想要这样啦……呵呵）

今天是劳动节哦……大家有没有用很棒的节目来度过呢？又或者有些就宁愿呆在家里休息比较好~就像我一样。呵呵

其实我啊，虽然口头上是说了我喜欢，享受着在家当宅女的时光。

不过，这就只有自己知道啦。我自己是多么想要和朋友死党们一起出街“湿一湿”就是我们马来西亚所说的wet wet下。哈哈……

不过，应该是我不够主动，朋友缘比较少。没有人约我出去~

一方面是我自己是很控制自己的金钱拉~毕竟现在没有妈咪给的零用钱了。

什么都是靠自己的打工钱来养活自己（夸张）

爹地妈咪不再给我钱来花在我的娱乐了……要娱乐的话，就靠自己咯。

所以我真的是很怕和朋友出去，因为几块钱对我来说就是蛮大的数目了。

我承认我很吝啬，龟毛，固执啦……所以很多次了，朋友们约我出去我都是用不同的接口来推托约会。

其实原因就只有一个而已。

最近真的很烦恼……爸爸妈妈都在和我埋怨家里的经济问题。

说真的，我很不孝。每当他们提起这些问题的时候我都是选择逃避，敷衍的带过他们。。

我没有能力帮他们解决。每次都很懊恼……都会觉得厌烦。然后不想要继续听他们的埋怨。

每当我听到他们的叹气声，我都会有莫名的愤气。不该阿不该……

我其实有一个梦想……虽然这个梦想是为了自己的……可是其时候来想一想。

我这的梦想还是觉得是为了我的父母。我觉得这个梦想应该也是大部分的子女会对父母做的吧？

或许有些人会觉得这个有什么大不了阿~ 可是我就觉得这个梦想对我来说真的很大。

我的梦想是，我要赚取很多很多很多的钱。然后把它们赚了以后就让我的爹地妈咪无忧无虑的出国旅行，散散心。然后花钱的时候不用考虑价钱。尽情的享受自己。他们每次都是看着电视旅游节目说：“哇。这个地方很美，哪个地方的风景很好噢。食物很像很好吃。阿妤，改次赚了钱要给爹地妈咪去旅行阿”的时候。我真的是觉得我很想哭。我真的要努力了。我要好好的读书，赚钱，最主要不是为了自己而是我最爱的家人。我要他们为我这个女儿而骄傲。

我要他们到处和人家炫耀说：我的女儿最棒了。我的女儿前天才给我们去日本玩哦~改次我再去过，买哪个我觉得很好用的东西给你。我的女儿带我去韩国玩哦~

之类的炫耀。

爹地，妈咪。或许，你们要等我一段时间。不过，这次真的是要相信我。无论如何，我也是会实现的。一定，要等我哦。我要让你们环游世界。

Happy Chinese New Year 2012(?)

Happy Chinese new year!!! I know.... I know it's too late for me to wish you guys already. Don't angry......... pleaseeeeeee.  Haha!

Recent week, my days are fulled of schedules. Go out every day. I really seriously have no enough time to sleep.

Now, I had finally have the time to sleep until the sun Burns my backside!!  Haha!

Everyone, night.

Jalja ke di gu,  annyeong! Korean..  :P

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A Brand New Me yo!

I just had my hair cut today!!!  Actually I didn't know why am I cut this short.

Just that suddenly decide to do so. Some of the girls love their long fair so much. The standard of love is like if you cut her hair that short. And she will cry like a baby. Haha. But I don't have such problem. As long as I looked slim. That's it!  Hahahaha!

I want to make a change for myself. That's why I cut and dyed my hair. One more day to 2012. Good luck guys! Ngek!

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We're forgetful family. lol!

It was Saturday! lol.

Our dinner menu is.......  pizza!!!  Since we got a free pizza voucher from my aunt who also my godmother!  Love her.. hehe!

So we went to pizza hut which is located inside the shopping mall..  Super nice and yummy!  Before we went back, my mum said that she wants to buy a comb. (Psst! The comb is broken by my smart sister. She very smart one. Quality so good punya comb, she also can spoilt it! *claps*)

So we entered the market happily...

Suddenly...

Me: Mi....Mi.... I want this.... Mi Mi..... I want that...

Mum: always simply buy things one. You thought I print money one a?? (but also let us buy.. keke!)

Mum: later remind Me to buy comb a...

Bro, sis and I: ooooooo....  (but actually I was checking for eye liner==)

==============shopping time===================

*Finished paying money and on the way to parking slot*

I tell my brother,

Me: alamak! Forgot to buy comb! Die lo die lo!!!!  (Scared)

brother: oh ya hor! Mummy sure will scold us one==

Then my brother very brave and told my mum about the comb.

Mum: asked you guys to remind me already and this is the result! Bought other thing but except comb. Nvm la! Next time only buy la..

Sorry mummy. Lol! We entered the market also because wanted to buy comb but ended with buying everything and without the main character --- comb!

Funnnneeey! Should set a reminder next time. Lol!

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偶尔这样也不错…

喜欢呆在环境优美舒适的地方…喝着我的只爱，frapuccino Java chips… 有时会听歌浪漫感动的歌，有时就享受一下快歌的快感… 其实想一想，偶尔这样花钱奢侈一下也不错。

对于我的个人经济来说，其实不是可以每天都以starbucks咖啡来当下午茶的。但是，偶尔这样也是对自己好的一个方式。偶尔放纵一下自己，并没有什么坏处。只要不要超过极限就好。

我也是正常人啊…也是需要一下方法来舒解压力。习惯了什么烦恼都自己来面对…重来都没有想过要把它分享给任何人知道。也许是习惯了，习惯自己一个人。借用一下田馥甄的<<寂寞寂寞就好>>。真的，我寂寞寂寞就好~

真的，偶尔这样也不错…

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